For the first time, This is not a story. I'm trying to tell you something. I need a break, I'm going through a lot, I don't do this kinda stuff a lot. I'm sorry, For not posting stories, And not being active. I've realized some stuff, I wanna make things right, I'm trying my best for that. I hope, You guys understand, And don't judge me, I have my reasons. I was trying to make it like a poem. I think I failed miserably. I don't know. But yeah this isn't a story as you understood by now. It's just things are going hard for me these days. I've realized a lot of things these days. I've made a crap ton of mistakes too. Guess I was being a bit selfish, maybe? And sorry if I'm being mean. But now I'm trying to fix it. Trying to make things better again. I've tried my best now I just have to wait. I'm worried though. I wonder how it'll go or if it's already too late or someone will be too late. If that certain someone is reading this and you need time, you better tell me that. I have a lot to share but only if it's okay with you. This is my last try I have my limits too. These took a lot of courage. And to Bossy, I'm sorry if I got the name wrong. Dear, I'm just not doing so well. I'm sorry for not reading your last uploaded story. It's just as I said. I'm not doing so well these days. I need a break. But before that I want make things clear and proper. I just hope and pray that I can. You're a really nice and awesome person Bossy. Keep it up. I guess it ends here for now. Wish me luck.