Deep down inside me I feel sadness and pain and depression. I guess everyone has a little bit of that sometimes. At least once in their lives. But see my brain and everything else possessed. And no not by a demon. I mean possessed by pain,anger, my thoughts in my head. My past memories. I'm going to tell you a story about someone like me. And yes I know there's other people like me. But you'll just have to wait for part 2. 1:50 first time. I was 7 years old at the time that I knew I was different from other kids. people used to play and hang out with thar friends when I was in the darkest corner of the school. Just watching them all. Lying to my parents about me having friends when in reality I didn't. I'm writing down dark poetry about people being killed and describing all the ways. And no I was not goth I believed in God. All I know i was different.I used to watch horror movies all the time. Nothing funny nothing sad just horror movies. I used to fantasize about if I was able to torture someone how I do it. When I was 10 years old I committed my first murder at 1:50 in the morning. It was in my neighbor's son he was the bully at the school. I tied him up to a chair. Unless I put the knife to his cheek slowly cutting I begin to laugh. She couldn't scream because I sewed his mouth shut. And after I cut off his tongue. Next thing I knew I blacked out. I noticed that I had his head in my hand and I was cutting his throat. Laughing myself away. After that I just got fun and funner. One of us has never kill any children or any women just people that deserved it. But that were guys. People who hit women abuse them left them. I was 15 years old and I've committed over 27 murders. Who knows.I black out with most of them so I'm not sure if I killed even more. All I know is if you were one of those guys... To a woman oh you best jump up and run but you cannot hide from me.